So here is my post for today with all its poor grammer and spelling enjoy: Well holy fucking shit what the fuck is going on today. Talk about the most random day of my life. I have to be honest I have no idea on how to take it. So where did I wake up this morning, no other place then Huntsville AL. Now I know most of you would say well that isn't to wierd, umm acutally no I think most of you would say that is wierd. Folks this is going to be a long post so hang in there. Well so I wake up in Huntsville and head off to the Boeing building where I am having a meeting. Need less to say little to nothing get accomplished in the meeting other then everyone agreeing we need a plan and no one adding to the plan I have created, fucking week. Oh but we did decide in theory that we are going to have to build this piece of software that has already been done by another company. But of course we can't use that cause how would we get the goverment to pay us, your tax money hard at work. Anyway so then I learn wow because of this and the the project in general I might get to spend time in Huntsville. Lets just say I am non to pleased about this prospect, it kinds of ruins most of my plans for the spring if the time is what they are talking about i.e. multiple weeks in Huntsville for a large portion of the spring and summer. Well this sucks because I am really excited about coaching and then I have to miss coat check, both of which can bring in really good income. So after this I learn that now I don't get to catch an early flight back to DC and I get to stay the whole day in Huntsville talking about Planning and Implementation, wow I can hardly wait. So I get to sit down and check my email and I get an email from Ms. Street and she is all like come to my B-Day party with and evite. Now normally I am pumped about parties but it is in the burbs and not so Metro accessable. What every though I will try and get there and hopefully Dillon will drive me around cause I will be drink I have no doubt. I hope she doesn't expect a gift cause will as everyone knows I don't do gifts or cards for that matter. Well hopefully Ms. Streets friends will be there cause they always have drama in there lives. The realy suprise of the day however was from someone from my past. Now needless to say I don't know how to react to this news much less how to discribe it so here goes. The email I got today was from a girl I dated and gave up pretty much everything for, insert bitterness right here. So of course the first question was do I open it at all, well of course you open it hoping that perhaps there is something that you can hate her even more for. So I open it and it kind of goes on for a couple of sentences about nothing important. Mostly talking about friends we had that I might talk to. Well really just Gallun who I would talk to more but we just don't seem to see each other that much. Umm I am betting it is because I am lazy and don't do a good job of keeping in touch with people. The other person was his ex-gf that well I have to be honest I don't think if I saw her on the street I would say hi. Well any way she is all setting me up so in case I talk to any of these people I will learn something but what and then bam she informs me she is getting married. So my emotional range is Bitterness to Not Caring to Happiness. Bitterness is easy to explain, it was a loss of time in my life that I can't get back. Not Caring would be the best emotion the one I like the most cause well I like to take things in stride. What you ask, why I am happy, well its simple, cause it isn't me. I have to be honest I am lucky I have been able to do more exciting things in my life cause of that failure and so its all good. Plus whatever good for her, hope it all works out, yada yada yada. So the time is on slightly past noon so I wonder what will be next for today. Days like today always make me aware how short life is and how much I want to live it. I love the people I have in my life now and where I am, i.e. why I don't want to be in Huntsville. If I have my way in a short period of time I will be able to live the life I really want and until then I will just suck it up. Told you this was going to be a long one.